1984 Chapter 5

Winston returns home that evening and immediately opens up his diary. He writes in there about his latest sex ecounter. The party restricted sex and they did so by making sex not pleasurable. However, Winston did not collaborate with their law. Instead, he had recently hired a prostitute to sleep with him. Although the woman wasn't beautiful, he went with it, he wanted to rebel against the government desperately. Even after, Winston wrote his ideas into his diary, he wasn't satistfied.

Winston is not even satisfied with his thought crimes he had been committing. He carries onto screaming out his hatred for the government even more and more.

1984 Chapter 6

After the various committing of thougth crimes, he comes to thinking of a method to throwing the government over. He thinks that the rebellion should come from within the government. Although he knew that these type of occurence was highly improbable, Winston constantly thought of throwing over the government. He thought over various ways. And he suddenly thoguth that he should carry those thoughts into action. He decided to call O Brien. Although he didn't know him by person, Winston knew that O Brien was a person who had within himself a rebellious and flashing mindset.

Winston does not stop in fear of pursuing what he know to be right. But goes on further to finding out more aoubt what he really wanted